I’ve been so calm and relaxed, until yesterday. We visited my parents and during coffee we started discussing the wedding. For some reason I got irritated at all the questions, they seemed so trivial and things that I had gone through and done and checked allready. It didn’t have anything to do with the people there, it was my nerves and the stress that they awakened. Have I really done everything? What is it I’m scared I’m forgetting etc. Well.. Now it’s 4 in the morning, I’m wide awake and can’t sleep. Great! Today I’m going to the city after almost two weeks of bliss at the island, to get a few things for the wedding and to get my nails done for the wedding. Here the real deal starts, 3 1/2 days and then I’ll see the result. I’ve organized parties for over 300 people, but this one has been the most detail oriented so far. I’m definately starting to have some jitters!